May 23, 2007

  • I've had a rough week this week, and we're only on Day 3.  Yesterday was quite possibly the worse day I've had since I've gotten here.  I was in a blah mood when I woke up, and it just kept getting worse.  Nothing went seriously wrong, but I just kept getting more and more upset.  By the time we got around to movies that evening, damn near anything brought me to the edge of tears.  I was glad when my buddy called it an early night for his own reasons.  By the time I went home, I was in tears.  I meditated for almost an hour before I felt better.  Managed to get to sleep well enough, at least.


    Today I was a little better, still blah, but not depressed.  And it was definitely depression yesterday.  It's been awhile since I've felt that bad...


    I bought a replacement ring today - it's just a little silver band, $20, but it keeps me from thinking I'm missing something, so it's all good.   I also bought a set of Turkish crystal (supposedly - I don't know how much I trust what the gift shops around here say...).  But it's pretty, and I like it, and that's all that matters.


    later

Comments (1)

  • I liked your post about weighing options of whether to leave or stay. I can see why that would be a hard one. But don't feel guilty about putting yourself first. Sometimes we have to make those tough decisions.

    Good luck.

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