January 12, 2008
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White Crane Glistening in the Air
Seriously, that’s a name of one of my T’ai Chi Ch’uan poses. I swear, the more you learn, the crazier they get.
Got back from Texas last night. Had a great time visiting the boy. I think I needed to get him out of my system, and I think I finally have.
Did I mention the sex was great?
Now I’ve just got to find someone who lives near me… ya know, like, the same city… or at least the same state… I guess technically, I do have someone who fits that bill, but I’m really just not interested any more. I’m not sure why, because before I went to Iraq, I really was into him. I know Iraq changed me, and I guess it changed something in me that I really rather it hadn’t… Oh well, it did at least teach me how to move on.

I’m having a really weird pain in my jaw/neck, right under my ear. It’s kind of like a bruised feeling, but it’s sharper, and more tender. I hope nothing crazy is going on with my lymph nodes or jaw, ’cause I really don’t have the time for it. My job is going to start picking up in February and I don’t want to have to try and fit a doctor’s appointment in any time soon. A good time would be, say, July.

later